I seriously love this conversation! I love it because I totally understand where you are coming from! I feel we cold both find some total common ground on this subject! It would add so much value! Tell me if you agree with this statement? "We could make athletic experiences better"
As for you thinking that you might not have done well being super competitive shouldn't be a negative on sports. What if you would have done well? Competition helps teach us how to deal with working towards goals. Competition can be art contests, writing, spelling, sports and so on...Whatever passion we find can ignite a competitive edge!